i MINDLESSly SELF INDULGE(NCE) in the few SUBLIME hobbies i have, those that bring me at least some CURRENT JOY(S), like PANICing AT THE DISCO, watching EPIC MUSICALs with MIRACLES in them, or putting MILK IN THE MICROWAVE. I also enjoy NONSTOP binging shows on TV with GIRL(s) i can relate to in them.
I SOMETIMES forget that life isnt just HEAVENLY HEARTS AND CROSSES, and people actually have bad things happen to them. Like getting MOLD on your food, or having your friend GO AWAY on a SUNDAY CRUISE thats all the way ACROSS THE SEA, or maybe SLEEP TALKING at a sleepover with your BEST FRIEND because you fell asleep first.
But its FINE, GREAT even. WHY BOTHER dwelling on unimprotant things like YOUR INSTAGRAM NOT WORKING or having to RE-DO the TRAGIC experience of making friends because PLACING THE BLAME on others got you nowhere.